I Just Cut Myself Today......, please help me

[*cryingoutforhel...]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

[Nineline Adminis...]

Hi,

It sounds like you are in a lot of pain. Please, call us and let's talk about it. We can help you, but you need to call. 800-999-9999. I know it feels bad, but you can get past this. Please, call.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[poprocks]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

Hey I know what you feel like I am going throught the same thing. I have gotten to the point that I hvae been cutting myself everyother day I have been wanting to take drughs and smoking. All I think about is that I am going to take an overdose of pills when i get home I have been thinking of ways to kill my self to I also need help help someone.

[Nineline Adminis...]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

Hey I know what you feel like I am going throught the same thing. I have gotten to the point that I hvae been cutting myself everyother day I have been wanting to take drughs and smoking. All I think about is that I am going to take an overdose of pills when i get home I have been thinking of ways to kill my self to I also need help help someone.

Instead of posting here, with those feelings you should be trying to get some help somewhere. Talk to your school counselor or therapist if you have one. If not, talk to your parents about getting help for yourself. You cannot walk around all day with these kinds of feelings and cutting and think of suicide. Do something about it. Call us at 800-999-9999. Other numbers you can call are 800-SUICIDE or 800-273-TALK.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[Guest_Cutting Caesy_*]

Don't hate yourself. Those kids luv bullying people and If it' wasn't you it would b sum1 else. Ur right they should grow up, but those ppl probably hav problems at home etc so they want to bring u 2 there level. Don't let them hurt u emotionaly it's not worth it trust me. Ur a Juniour when u gradu8 High School do u want to remember it as the worst years ov ur life or d u want 2 remember all those ppl that were jelouse ov u, but u didn't listen and u were happy with who u r.

[Guest_Guest_*]

High School will be over in 4 years. Then you will be around new people and you don't have to put up with them everyday. Talk to someone you can talk to about your problems. And try to see if you can make more friends there.

[Guest_chad_*]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

um,dont cut your self. its not good at all,try to ingnor verbal abuse. then they will get bord of your reactons. this should help. don't kill yourself. please,dont.

[Guest_Guest_pamela_*_*]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

um,dont cut your self. its not good at all,try to ingnor verbal abuse. then they will get bord of your reactons. this should help. don't kill yourself. please,dont.

well first of all u dont need to listen to what people say about u u kno whats true and whats not and the only thing that you have to do is say f*uck u and walk away dont listen to what people have to say about u everybodys diffrent nobodys the same unlesss ur a barbie doll but yea dont listen to what they have to say because those girls are gonna keep pickin on u and then there go up to the wrong person and pick on them and then that persons gonna hurt them or get them in a whole lot of trouble so nobodys the same and next time just tell a teacher dont hurt yourself over what dumb b*tches do

[Guest_cutter 1996_*]

i cut myself im only in grade 7 i started last year and need to talk to someone help!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Nineline Adminis...]

i cut myself im only in grade 7 i started last year and need to talk to someone help!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please, call us immediately at 800-999-9999 or write directly to help@nineline.org.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[Guest_David D_*]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

Ok, So you post about it on a forum, If your dealing with somethign such as this i dont think you would post about it.....Although if you really are what you say you are then buck up champ! The thing bullies love is fear its as simple as glareing at them. Crawl up into your shell if you want but if you want to get out of there alive you've got to drop the bombshell and carve your spot. you dont fit in? Well, noone does really. Its called adapting.

[Guest_Laila_*]

hello my name is kayla....well heres my story i go to a garrett county high school i am in 11th grade i hate why because everyone picks on me.... so today on 09-09-08 i cut myself in the school bathroom..... i dont know why people pick on me they dont know what i go through.... it's BULL SH*T i think everybody needs to grow up stop bullying people....i always tell myself im not good enough or i hate myself i want to die i dont belong here im worthless......everything i had sucide plans stabbing getting hit by a car cutting myself so deep overdose anything that can kill me so ca u please help me through this i hate my looks and my weight PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!

I'm only a freshmen in high school so u may think that my advice is worthless but i do understand u. I have never cut myself in my entire 15 years of living but two of my closest sisters have. One of my sisters nearly died because she cut herself to deeply. It hurt me to see the scars that remain on their bodies but i know that they hurt the worse. I use to have suicide thoughts because as a child i was abused, raped, alone, neglected, and on september 30 my adoptive dad molested me. Im being teased at my new school and being called a slut. Im in despair and I have no more fight in me but u need to realize as im now realizing is that u are beautiful in the ways that matters. Screw the people who calls u names and bullies u. U will always have to face the wrath and jealousies of other but its how u react tours them that really matters. God luvs u no matter what u do and he will always be there listening to u, let him guide u but first u must trust him and let him into ur heart!

[Nineline Adminis...]

Laila,

Please, call us at 800-999-9999 and let's talk about what is going on with you. You do not have to tolerate being molested. Please, call.

Sincerely,

Nineline

[JonnyLaserty]

there is a lot of good things to stay in this world

[Guest_Ava neil_*]

Hey, I've been in alot of stress to. But cutting and harming yourself won't change anything. i thought running away,suside, anything u can think of. But guess what? IT ISN'T THE ANSEWER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you want to go away from your family? Friends? I never did cut myself or do suaside . Your family loves u. Friends like u. Just say to the bullies" At least i have good friends,family, and I'm not as weak as you!%@#&^*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" If they attack'scearm for help. As loud as u can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U may think this advice is helpless, but it works. Try it today.



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Ava Neil